Careful With My Heart

Song of the moment:

Please Be Careful With My Heart - Jose Mari Chan + Regine Velasquez

R: If you love me, like you tell me
Please be careful with my heart
You can take it just don't break it
Or my world will fall apart

You are my first romance
and I'm willing to take a chance
That till life is through
I'll still be loving you
I will be true to you
Just a promise from you will do
From the very start
Please be careful with my heart

J: I love you and you know I do
There'll be no one else for me
Promise I'll be always true
For the world and all to see
Love has heard some lies softly spoken
And I have had my heart badly broken
I've been burned and I've been hurt before

So I know just how you feel
Trust my love is real for you
I'll be gentle with your heart
I'll caress it like the morning dew
I'll be right beside you forever
I won't let our world fall apart
From the very start
I'll be careful with your heart

R: You are my first (J: And you are my last) romance
R: And I'm willing to take (J: I've learned from the past) a chance
R: That till life is through
T: I'll still be loving you
R: I will be true (J: I will be true) to you
R: Just a promise from you (J: Only to you) will do
R: From the very start (J: From the very start)
R: From the very start (J: From the very start)
R: From the very start
Please be careful with...(J: I'll be careful with...)
(J: your) (R:my)
T: heart....

I'm So Ronery... So Very Ronery..

Finally found the time to settle my mind and write... It's been 2 months since I last saw LLBQ. She came back to KL to sort some stuff out before moving back to start her school. Yea.. She's doing school in order to get her PRship. Why the sudden move? Well, I'm still wondering myself. Also found out that the moron moved there too. He sure is trying his best (or worst of him?!) to push his way back in. I don't care. What goes around comes around. And I truly believe in that.

Neither of us has made a move yet. We spoke just before she boarded the plane. That was the last. No calls, no sms, no emails, no chats. What's going on? I dunno either but I just think it's fair she makes the move. The one month she was back here, we shared so many phone calls. Some were great and fun conversations. There's just so much that we have. Some are just arguements... It has to happen... well, things are unsettled and in some way, things are still unsettled. Well, there are so much closeness... The sparks are still strong.

We met once. It was a short meeting. We just casual chat cause her sister was around as well. When we walked to the car, we said our goodbyes. I could sense that she want more than that. Maybe a hug. Maybe a kiss. I felt the same too. But neither one of us were willing to make the first move. So what do we do? We looks straight into each other's eyes... the glitter, the wetness.. and just said "bye" once more... and walked...

Now how can it all happen again? I don't have the answer. I wished I did. I'm not going to find the way. The way will present itself cause I do believe in faith. It brought us together before. It will lead us. Whatever gain the Moron has, it's him. It would not go far. I'm sure of that.

For now, I got a life to live. Live on people.

Movie of the Year: Team America
Yea... I needed the laugh desperately!